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I had to let Spanky go..today *sob 
yeah..I’m a snotty mess..grieving him as were he my child
he was my child..he was ‘my bud’ .. for near 20 years
oh, how I miss him..already
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He had a place in the grass..where he laid every summer, to snooze
I called it ‘his grassy knoll’
that’s where we just buried him (after the vet tech came here and laid him to sleep, in my arms *sob)
(so hard! to do ..beyond words)
he’s in his most favorite, fluffy kitty bed, forever..covered by a blankie..looked like he was deep asleep and peaceful..as he surely is
ok..I have to go cry for a few more days.. weeks
.. he was a fabulous cat.. one of a kind
